I'm still reflecting on the old me. Today it had to do with getting ready for company. I'd get up (late of course) still hungover from the night before, & have my "hair of the dog". Then I'd rush around, trying to clean & do everything in just a couple hours. I'd start dinner late & find the recipe I was trying to follow so baffling - drinking the whole time I was cooking - I'd barely have time to get dressed. Being half tanked by the time guests arrived, part way through the night I'd be all slurry and not remember anything that was discussed. What a horrible way to live - but I am not that woman anymore. I am calm, reasonable, energetic, organized, all the things that crazy broad wasn't.:crazy