Originally Posted by
Learn2Live 
Wow, you are the first person I have ever talked to who sounds like you know what happens to me. I am the same way, for instance, when I go to the gym, after I have worked out I feel so good in ways that I don't feel any other time of my life. But immediately after working out I have to do something like smoke. I don't know what it is, maybe anxiety?
You sound like you have a nice life other than yelling at the kids. I wish I had someone to roast smores with sometimes. I just make them in the microwave!
Thanks for the complement, yes I'm very blessed. It is quite easy for me to quit, it is another story for me to quit for more than two days. I made it two 45 days once which was cool, never thought I'd come back to the poison, but I fell for the trap.