Searching,
The hardest part of looking for a job is looking for a job. It's never easy, it puts us in a positon of need, and wanting to impress others, put our best foot forward when our legs are shaking like crazy, but you can do this. If there aren't alot of "good" jobs in your area, why not begin to think of what you would enjoy doing out of the jobs that are available. Think of it more as an adventure, not a financial challenge to get the best job you can for the money, but instead look for something that sounds interesting and doable. You may be surprised at the difference it makes, because we are more at ease applying for something we are interested in, not just something that's available.