Though I'm not a big fan of using the term 'slipped up' lol... I do appreciate the honesty.. and mariechi is right, you know at least one thing that triggers you. What are you going to do different now?
For the record the only thing about alcohol that I ever slipped on, was the ice I spilled out of my glass when I was too trashed to hold it up
I planned and chose to drink every drink I've drank so far.
I also had a few 'fresh starts' before I decided I was done.