It is insightful to read this after 4 months sober.
Early days into sobriety, you get the feeling that yes, you are missing out etc on a lot of fun, u are boring etc.
That is not true. What is a fact is the boringness you realize that being a drunk is when you are forced to watch other pissheads for hours thru sober eyes.
U will get over this disillusion in time.