Hi Irishdude
Welcome to you
This is hard work - many of us fall - it just means we have to look at what went wrong and try to take steps to counteract that with our new attempt - as we both know, going back to drinking is no solution.
Did you see your dr about the sleeplessness? That might also be a good step to take this time.
We also have an insomnia and nightmare forum here - it could prove helpful?
Insomnia/Nightmares - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
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