Bamboozle, hope you're feeling better soon.
Me, I've been gone a while. I am not well, physically, emotionally, financially or otherwise. So it’s been a chore to post, to push myself to communicate. I have been going into hiding, out of so much fear and panic, mainly over my tooth going bad, about debt, keeping the car going to get to work, all these inter-related things that keep falling apart faster than I can fix them. A vacation would help. But no time/money, all this pressure. I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel, have not for so long. No money has helped in not drinking, but still drank via a friend……I still wish I knew some people to hang out with when I got home from work, it gets so monotonous, and I feel very much alone even though I have a partner, it’s like I need more personal contact that just him, it is hard to explain, but my night schedule has me feeling very isolated, the world seems to revolve around the basic 9 to 5 schedule, or some such variation, I feel forgotten in the dark.
Ug, am so sad today.
H. Pup