my persuit of the perfect social drink never did happen...lol
it wasnt about "my" drinking it was about when i drank...what i drank...whom i drank with......ill just change um all around.....
unable to bring to mind with any depth the debacle of the last drunk..
prisons....hospital......convinced id do it this time...ill show the bastards.
"she gonna wish she stuck with me"............only to drink again convinced i had the outcome all mapped out.....sometimes my last debacle wouldnt even cross my mind...sometimes my mind would convince me it was just a "hiccup"...lol.
i am unable to see the wood from the wolfs and all bet were off the minute it touch my lips..powerless to see the truth.....powerless over alcohol.