Drinking a bit@h..
Being sobers a bit@h..
The same dilema you have..........i had..
When you purchase that book.."alcoholics anonymous"....i suggest reading the doctors opinion.......you may ..like me.......see yourself..
The solution i found was the same as the solution keith and charmie found..
the suggested program of action in the book...in the form of 12 steps..
Plenty here will gladly answer any queries you have with rgards to that program of action.
i have been relieved of the obssesion to drink.....
i turned up at AA....suicidal......not because i was drinking..
because i couldnt cope with feeling like you do when i wasnt...
stick around ...id be real interested on how you get on.