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ttsp He seems to be keeping me out of the recovery tho... He is so distant from me. when i see him to drop kids he cant even look up at me. He wont hug me or anything. we talk on the phone and he tells me he loves me so much but when he cant be around me or our house cuz he feels he wants to use and he is so scared that he will use anything. I knew there was a very big risk involved here but it hurts so bad to be getting pushed away but then not. u know what I mean?
Sorry I have so rambled on but I am so lost and confused.
I can only speculate, but if he is trying to get off the opiates, being in the house for him might be the equivalent of a recovering alcoholic coming home to a bar every night where the booze is there for the taking. You did say you still have those narcotics in the house, correct?
Thing is, it is
his recovery.