Yeah, I would say you have a problem. The problem is commonly referrred to as
'alcoholism'. Michigan Alcohol Screening Test
Being from Michigan, am partial to this particular test, there are a lot of them out there.
Alcoholism will destroy you and everything you've worked for if you allow it. And send you to hell in the process.
The good news, it's pretty simple to treat, though not easy.
Keep coming back, you'll find a
lot of support here.