I have read all of your posts over and over again today. You all have really helped me! I think fear is my biggest problem, and you're right, I can't fear the unknown because it hasn't happened. I think realizing that I can't fix him was a huge step for me. I do absolutely believe in my HP, I just sometimes forget to put things in his hands. Is fear the same as sadness? I don't know, but I have a shadow of sadness over me because he is losing his family, and everything else in his life. I can't seem to get rid of the sadness.
I am praying for all of you and your loved ones. Your posts have really touched my heart in so many ways. Bless you all and heartfelt thanks.