Welcome NM7 :ghug3 Glad you registered and that you've reached out to people to figure out how to address what's been bothering you lately.
Maybe you have a problem, perhaps you don't. I do know, though, that drinking makes me more depressed -- physiologically and emotionally.
My suggestion? Spend time reading here, post when you want, and try to leave the beer in the fridge alone for a more extended period of time. You may end up with a better idea as to where you stand.
Thanks for sharing!