I'm in my mid 30's and very much relate to where you are. I have not had a drink for 66 days, and have not attended an aa meeting during this stretch. The important thing is to get some kind of program/ plan and work it. AA is great and I do do step
work, in addition to smart and some other cbt work. Welcome. Tou will find alot of great people and suggestions as well as support. I was basically where you are now 2 months ago and life has gotten much better. Keep posting.