Originally Posted by
faithfully 
I don't want to save him, just help and not abandon, I realize I'm hurting not helping, they won't admit him to the hospital, but tried to set up wound care at home but he refused.
If he needs an amputation the hospital will take him.
And you're right about going around in circles. You keep changing your mind about what it is you're trying to do and finding excuses for why leaving is bad. You're spinning around so fast it's like watching someone with vertigo
Please save yourself. He doesn't want to be saved and you can't make him.
You're in my prayers.