I dunno what to tell you Bubba. I'm sorry for the troubles you're having.
but...as a great man once said, 'life is what happens to you when you're busy making other plans'...Life is full of things coming out of left field for us all. I could write a book - I still might
It doesn't seem right to me that our response to that, as addicts, is most often to run away, to hide, and ultimately damage ourselves and dig ourselves deeper into the mire.
There's got to be better ways Bubba.
and
please be careful with codeine...cruise on down to Substance Abuse sometime and read around...codeine is a whole other world of pain just waiting to happen....
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