TB you know what, i would love to hear that where you are moving to has a **** load of AA meetings that you could attend with people that have decent sobriety to give you a chance to have the life you want...it really doesn't matter where it is you go but do keep it real...like you need help and you won't be happy or keep anything until you do get it...i really hope you get a bit of luck and get to meet even one sober person in real life that you can look at and think wow ill have a bit of that:-)