I agree with Carol, I got myself a sponsor my first week in AA.
I think its great you have gone to 2 meetings so far.
In early sobriety I went to 2 or 3 meetings a day, I was unemployed so it made it
alot easier and I continued with that many meetings for 11 months. Today I am
working but I make at least 1 meeting a day. My life and sobriety depend on it.