I can't do this anymore
I cant cope with this level of drinking anymore. Feels like inside I'm struggling with myself. I vow never to drink and yet I still do. I'm 30 and unemployed and miserable. I say I'm not going to drink yet evening comes around and bf says I fancy a drink then we buy beer and I drink most of it. I have tired to log into chat on sr but my computer won't install it. Not sure why am posting I just feel rotten inside. My head is pounding I did so well last week and then I keep ruining it. :wtf2