I feel the same way, the days are shorter and it's cold outside. I really struggle during these times bc there is nothing to do and bordem is a trigger for most of us. Winter months get me down badly!!
-Where do we go when we just don't know and how do we relight the flame when it's cold, why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing and when will we learn to control.....I need serenity. -Godsmack