Fear and Shame
I am struggling with both and can't let go. I have been in tears all morning; it is hurting so bad. I went to a 3rd Step meeting last night and was so envious hearing the stories about people that have done it.
I pray for the strength to turn them over, but they are weighing me down. I just don't know how to do it. I know I am still learning and have a long way to go. I just need some relief right now if I am to stay on the right path. I say my signature line below when I pray, but I am not relieved.
Why am I holding on to this garbage that does not serve me?