Welcome Cole,
Sorry to hear about your mothers death. Losing a parent is something I have not experienced yet, but I can just imagine the pain of your loss.
It sounds lke you gain great peace and strength from your Christian faith. I pray that God grant you peace and comfort during this difficult time and guv e you the strength and power to continue in your sobriety.:praying
Lots of experience strentgh and hope here on this forum! lots of good people too!