Hi babyd011
I'm not familiar with these drugs, but I think the first thing for anyone to do would be to speak with your doctor...speak about your situation, and share your concerns and fears with him or her.
If your current doctor is not satisfactory to you, please find a new one.
SR is a great resource too. You'll find a lot of support here, babyd011. More people will be along soon.
We also have a Substance Abuse forum. Feel free to check that out as well
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Welcome to SR!
D