Well, I didn't drink. Didn't do much, managed to let one thing not slide. In all my life, it's the only thing I can think of that I don't have a lot to catch up on.
Heck I don't know what I'm saying either.
I tried to not pay attention to the things out of my control, tried to find ways to rein them in, didn't work, they're gonna take me down.
The money isn't for school. Me & the courts is all. Looking like I can't leave for grad school anyways, this state won't let me go...
I don't know how to do anything sober, and I tried to do as I was told and now I'm in this mess.
Guess I just keep going. Truly surrender. No point in school, no point in grad school. Just let go and see where I fall.
Don't know if I'm depressed, can't afford to find out.
F- it.
I'm going to class, no point in letting things slide further out of control.
TB, angry and sad at the same time.
Last edited by thirtybubba; 09-29-2009 at 04:57 PM.