This is a tough subject. I've had recent financial success which I don't attribute to drinking or not drinking actually. We opened up an office and things went crazy really. I'm not sure why I like to drink. I mean there is some physical addiction I'm sure. I've been not drinking during the week pretty well and then I let it loose on the weekends. I'm in the gym 5 days a week so I'm doing a lot of things right. Despite that, I have physical things that scare me. The cravings are there. I know some people that drink more and harder and have nothing physically wrong with them. I could be a hypochondriac(sp?). My health insurance policy is effective on 10/01 so I can go get blood work and see if anything is wrong. Last time I was worried, nothing at all was wrong. I've convinced myself that my eyes are yellowing, my liver hurts, that I have diabetes, hypoglycemia, etc. If nothing else I should quit entirely to end the paranoia of it all.