hopingtohope

well, this is a thought provoking sentence. I think this is part of my problem with staying sober, I no longer feel like I do have the power to heal. I know that being too sensitive has certainly kept me drinking over the years, and I have developed a sense of helplessness that I hate. I used to consider myself strong and able to weather anything. Looking back now, I don't know if I was weathering so well, I think a lot of times I was stuffing feelings I didn't know how to deal with, some of which are still coming back now.