Originally Posted by
Ago 
just a thought, I am trying to allow myself to be open to new experiences and see what people have to offer outside of my rigid thought patterns, since they are what harmed me in the first place
Bingo.
Originally Posted by
Ago PS I agree wholly with SFGirl and Mattcake
Same here. Actually everyone has given me food for thought.
Thanks, everyone. Feel free to add more if you like. I appreciate the input. If I can get over my BS then maybe I'll be taking another step forward.