Doh! Two days to make up and...might as well do today.
Day 8:
Felt good about my sobriety.
Day 9:
Felt good because someone stuck up for me (I know, that wasn't an inner thing, but it was still nice
Having support rocks.).
Day 10:
Had some dreams two nights in a row that I blew my sobriety. I haven't in reality, but for some reason I've felt a little shaken about it. I know it was only dreams...but I don't like the feeling like I dropped it. I'm so close to 6 months and I can't imagine throwing that away now.
Why the dreams? Who knows! I've been dreaming about a lot of things. My dreams have been very vivid for the last week or so. I'm dreaming about old acquaintances I hope to never see again and situations I don't want to be involved in. Overall my dreams have a subtle nightmarish feel...I like creepy sometimes, but not all the time, dang it. Where have my fun dreams gone?
I have the satisfaction of knowing I'm still sober and my sleeping dreams are bullsh!t .