I just want to add. That I haven't considered lieing. When I said I could have saved myself some set backs. I wasn't saying I thought about doing it. I wouldn't even make it an option ever.
I was just saying that there were reasons that I could have easily done it. Or if I were ever to do it. Those would be the reasons I would.
Never would I lie about something like that. It's pointless and very wrong on so many levels IMO.
And yes..Jules. I try to be very very honest. And when I post here every word comes from my heart and with so much emotion behind it.
Maybe sometimes I might be too honest. But that's just me. I try to be as honest as possible. If you ask me if your ass looks big in those jeans and you look like your about to explode out of them and put an eye out. I'm sry. I am not going to lie to you to make you feel better.
I am not saying I never lied before. Cause I did alot. But also I was honest alot of times too. I have seen money laying around in peoples houses where I would tell them about it. Found drugs somewhere and gave em back. Not always but I have. About 50/50 I would say. I dont see the point in lieing about anything.
I tried lieing about my court case last year with that money from work.And it just dragged on and on. And I almost got away with it. And everything happens for a reason. I was appointed a new PD and the whole game changed. I decided to just take the plea. Not admit guilt but not deny it either and just pay the money back. And in doing so. The charges were dropped.
I believe things come full circle. And I am not claiming to be a saint.
But I am not a good lier for one. And it really eats away at me when I have.
But I just wanted to make that clear. That I have never thought it an option to lie about my clean time.