By "Good books" I mean Garfield cartoon strips.
Its funny how I have moved from place to place
1 My home city, fantasy land
2 First home with xabf, quick sand, seeing his reality
3 Second home with xabf, even while moving things already sucked, awful times
4 Rescue from a friend, I was MISERABLE after the break up.
5 Current apt, healing, new friends
6 New apt, only bf, family and cat allowed, on the "other" side of work so I know I won't be running into xabf plus enabler often anymore.
I feel blessed, I was remembering how it was when I left his house, my gut feeling told me RUN, RUN, RUN and I recall asking God to keep this one far far away from me, my prayers have been answered.
After I moved here my previous company lost a contract and ALL my friends lost their jobs. I would have lost my job too if I hadn't moved motivated by xabf.
I ask for healing tools and discover dance lessons, am given a kitty and a great man literally knocks at my door.
There is someone lurking around my current building, (he crashed some car's windows and stole, and I saw him staring at me from the ceiling of the building!! how did he climb up there?) more noise here and I am "pushed" to seek another place that feels safer and more peaceful (please please God, hopefully it is!)
Hard not to feel Someone is looking after me. I feel blessed today.