There's an online meeting going on right over here ...
recovery-world.com/Alcoholics-Anonymous-Chat-Rooms-10.html
You could do that. Although it sounds like maybe you've already given yourself permission to drink tonight, because your cousin is? Why did you stop drinking in the first place? Has that reason changed any in the last 6 days?
I stopped drinking last Saturday, too, and am not looking forward to the weekend. I tend to associate "relaxing" with getting drunk. But I feel like drinking has got me -- like I've got dozens of little fish hooks under my skin. And if I don't stop now, it'll just keep pulling me under.