What to do, What to do.....
Its friday again... day 6, tomorrow will be a week since my last drink.... BUT its payday.. im frequently hearing the little can/bottle calling my name.....
The only meeting is 75 miles/1.5hrs away, sucks living in a small town... I asked my cusin what he was doing tonight. I said i was thinking of making the trip just to make the meeting, haven't been to one in over a year. He said "Hell Nah", i asked, " why not". He says because hes getting drunk....... as if it wasnt bad enough..... I have a bad feeling about tonight.