Hi Ginger! I know exactly what you mean. I'm looking after my sick husband who doesn't want to know about my problem. He keeps drink in the house and yes I have watered it down before. I'm alone in this country, my children live in another and non-alcoholics just don't really cut it for support and understanding the way other alcoholics do. Please don't keep driving by the bar, it's temptation you don't need. Until you find a meeting stay on this site. Oh and congrats on the 7 months. I'm only just starting over again.