I'm sorry Kimmy. :sorry
I know those words are empty. How should you feel? Mad, sad, bad...so many things I guess. I am so scared of the day when my mother will die. They say that when your Mom dies, you become a different person. It's such a big change. Just try to keep breathing through it. We are here for you if you need to talk or just vent. We'll do our best to understand.
:praying