Welcome to SR Saphie... I don't have any experience with the second time around, but I know someone will be along soon.
If you are still interested in meetings, there is an AA meeting right there in Berlinsville, 2 miles from you on Sundays at 6:30. If you reach out I bet you'll find some help.
If you are not ready for meetings yet or even if you are, this is a great place for help. Welcome!!
Mark