Originally Posted by
palmbayflorida 
You sound alot like my sister. She was the life of the party and always fun to be around. She experimented in alcohol, cocaine, crack, and lastly pills. The pills took her soul and eventually her life. Please try to seek professional help. You sound like you are on the right track but trying to go it alone cold turkey may prove to be a difficult task. God bless you on your sobriety.
Hey I wanted to thank you thats me, only the party never stopped for me when it did for many, but not all that I knew. I've identified the issues and think talking to people like you are the only therapy I need.