Originally Posted by
searching 
Things were going so well, wonderful, great then bam it hit me, a weeklong bing relapse and I did some terrible things, cost my myself money I needed, may in up in jail and lost some respect from my wife. I feel so alone right now...And things were gooing so well...
My experience, and I didn't think this up, it was pointed out to me, that we alcoholics typically don't have problems handling crises-why would we, we're so used to creating them-it's when things are going well that we decide to crash and burn. You may or may not find it useful to acknowledge that nothing
'hit you', for
whatever reason, you decided to give it another try.
Not being mean here, better you than me discovering that
we're still alcoholics.
What's your recovery plan?