That is horrible. But it is just another reprecussion of drinking.
I know how it is to get ahead and then mess it all up just to find yourself deeper than you were before.
But the great thing is that you can stop digging antime you want.
I know you cant get that time or money back. But you can learn from it and just pick yourself back up and know that drinking will most likely result in some sort of loss.
It is never hopeless.
I use to wish it would all just go away. That I could go back and not screw up. Back at square one for the millionth time.
But you can make it better by not drinking again and just start again.
Are you working any program or have any kind of support system in place?
You will feel better after a little while. Just dont keep yourself down by beating yourself up.
And find a network of recovering people to help you. Whatever way you can.