Doh! I skipped a day! I forgot. Ugh.
Belated day 4:
I keep truckin' along. I've been able to practice mindfulness at times. I'm learning how to get more control over my emotions. Long process...
Day 5:
I stand up for myself now and I don't back down. Before I let things pass. I realized yesterday that the reason I did that was because I didn't love myself enough. I had to constantly keep myself knocked down a few pegs to cope with negative people.
I won't give people a free pass for ignorance towards me anymore. I will stand up for myself. No one will or can do it for me. It's taken me a long time to get to this point.
I'm working on outing myself wherever I can. Soon everyone in my life sphere will know I'm gay...that I exist. I am here. I matter.