yep i second everyone else ive tried and tried to moderate and that picture you paint about down the beach with beer, sounds great, but personally I know it could never stop like that for me, I would keep going and going and going till i wouldnt remember anything or id be a complete bitch to everyone in my family,, then wake up with the huge anxiety swings and everyone hating me. I had to let go of that dream.................
because thats all was to me was a dream..................