Relapse
Hi everyone. I first found this site over a year ago but did not stick with it.
Tried f2f AA and had negative experiences with 2 different groups. One wasn't very friendly, and the other had a guy in it who kind of stalked me. I was happy to see on the boards here that many have found sobreity without AA. I also don't feel comfortable with the Christian slant at AA meetings around here. (My spirituality is more Eastern philosophy.)
Wish me luck. I seem to be unable (or unwilling?) to go more than 10 days without binge drinking. Ugg! I am in self-hatred mode right now, wishing for a drink to make me feel better. How sad.
Am living an hour at a time today.