Take a fish out of water and see how it likes it. It's different for all of us. I'll have you know that I was one of the ones who loved AA and my new sobriety. Of course I loved ruining my life with alcohol more so my sobriety didn't last long.
Hang in there and try something different. Well that was what my sponsor told me every time I relapsed so I did. I think I have found the right combination for me today.
Welcome to SR.