I've been here before, and relapsed since then. I wrote out a whole post about it and the forum ate it lol.
It's ending. I quit taking painkillers 9/19/09. Tomorrow I have an appointment to begin a suboxone treatment, I feel it's the only way I'll control myself around pills. I can't. People make fun and call me a Pilla Monster, but I'm too old for this addiction crap.
Glad to be back, and hope to participate much more.
