I wish I could get 12-steps to work for me. I keep going back and keep finding nothing I can use---but I keep going back.
Isn't that the definition of insanity? To do the same thing over and over and expect a different result?
I keep thinking I will find a better sponsor or meet someone or something will change if I go to meetings. But I know it probably will not. I will hear how great it is to be clean, but not get much in the way of suggestions off how to get clean.