Hello Debbie, Well I have made the move. MY A got so drunk last night and was taken to the ER with a 2.70 Blood level and they sent him home to drink more. He woke up this morning and when I went to get more clothes he was drunk and still pounding them away.
Even though I am living with a friend and her 4 kids in a very small house I am very thankful that I have her to help me. I feel sad for my A and hope he will one day find peace for himself but i the meantime I have to find it for me and my kids. I have looked at my life and say " This can't be my life" I grew up with an alcoholic and never wish that for my kids. For now I am taking care of myself and being the mother I need and want to be without worring all the time weather or not he is drinking and the fear of what he will start.
Thank you to everyone