Renee I think we are our own worst enemy when it comes to excuses. Like a few nights ago when I had the bottle of Adderall. I kept up the thinking that I was just keeping it for a safety net and that it would be ok to have one or two if I had a test coming up. Don't let yourself talk yourself into drinking. Excuses lead to bigger excuses. The reasoning behind one or two glasses will turn into the reasoning behind getting drunk one or two times.
Cath go to the meeting. If anything it will pick you up to be around people.
I'm having a crappy day. I've got really really bad flu like symptoms. I can't talk myself into going to the doctor. I don't have insurance so it's hard to spend all that money. Especially since I never feel like I have a big enough problem to ask for help. And I'm thinking it might just be part of the detoxing.