Cherry .. the would IF is a evil word ! If i do this .. If I did that , If i would of done this .. If is something you cant take back. So the smart thing would be is call your sponcer and be honnest bout what you found , and have he/she toss them out.. or take a giant step and toss them out ! Remember addictions are cunning ... its your old addiction thinkin thats persuading (sp) you to keep them when you really dont , youve made it this far w/o them . remember living in the moment the hour or what ever form of time you choose , so worrying that you may need them later only leaves you with temptation right now .. hope you make the right choice and distroy them .. ~ Endzy~