'Cause there was a sticky that said make it not what you usually use... so I tried to think of the least like me/nicknames I've had, name I could.
The thirty was I wanted a number, but not actual digits, and thirty seemed easy to spell.
Bubba is what my grandmother called all of us when we were kids... she couldn't tell us apart, all 20 or so of us cousins/neighbor kids, thought we were all one little boy--who somehow changed ages a lot. No, she wasn't that old--late 40s--and yes, there was alcohol involved.
I figured I'd use it since it was at that time in my life when I started on the path that got me here, alcohol dependence, and here, SR. That, and nobody who's met me in the last 15 years would have a clue. Don't care if my family sees this, do care if people I know 'professionally' do. Don't want anything coming back to haunt me from something good I did--I got enough with the bad.