Hi!!!!
Just wanted to let you know that I did it! I went to a meeting on my lunch hour. There was a woman waiting outside with a friend that was going for the 1st time so I felt if she can go so can I. It was small but I actually enjoyed the meeting. It feels good to say that. I even bought the ODAT book. Unfortunately it looks like this meeting spot will probably fold but they told me of another one that was good to go to. I got a beginner information package too. I feel much better (at least for now) about going to a meeting. Vikster try another spot if you don't like the one you go to. I am going to trying. The book is good too.