I am so glad i found this site i have really been working this program by myself and getting to meetings when able to, cause of work and 2 kids that i have all the time. I think my bottom was when my kids asked me, "Why didnt we do anything on valentines day"? And that hurt so much cause that weeknd i was kinda at a low cause i was alone for another valentines and really after all i wasnt and shame on me!! Feb. 16 2009 i woke up and that was the first day of the rest of my life, it was garbage day and that meant i threw beer away and took to the curb and went to work and never looked back and have realized i cant drink at all. Im working the frist step and answering the questions that was posted and it is helping me today!!